Clearly I'm In a Funk

Here is the blatant evidence that I am in funk.

I left my last load of laundry in the dryer for a week and a half, until I threw the crumpled pile on my bed so my roomie could use the dryer.
For the past two weeks I have slept with said pile on my bed.
I went to the store on Friday to buy underwear and frozen meals so I don't have to do laundry or cook for the next week.
Right now I am washing a (singular) work polo so I have something to wear tomorrow for the show day even though I have three piles of dirty laundry that also need washing.
I have an injured player on my Fantasy Football team that is out for the season that I haven't bothered to replace.
And this:

This past month has kicked my rear. I don't know how things fell apart so quickly. I never knew how deep the ache of being betrayed by your own family member could feel. I never knew I could be so angry. I've never in my life had to fight the urge to hate someone so much. I have never seen anyone so shamelessly twist the Bible to support their own sins. I have never felt so abandoned.

One of my best friends texted me at 3am a few days ago and said, "I don't know how you wake up and go to work and function like a semi normal person will that that is going on. Honestly. I just can't stop thinking about it no matter how hard I try. And no matter how much I think of it, it's no less shocking or aggravating." And it's not even happening to her family.

Since I have to go to work and function like a normal person (and fight the urge to crawl under my desk and cry), all the proof is left at my apartment shown in the list above.

Please, please pray for me (and possibly help with a couple loads of laundry ;)

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